Day: February 10, 2013

Well I know this seems depressing and it kinda is but I’m in a mood from everything today. I love to paint and draw and everybody says im really good and im on the schools news network as a audio on computer tech. I want to go to a fine arts school with my guitar playing and be in a band and also with my drawing and computer tech. the closest one is maby half a hour away wich is like nothing compared to other drives and classes dont start til 8 while my classes right now start at 7 so i wouldnt mind the drive and i could get college scholorships with riding and art. but some people want to change me.. so what if im different? im a oddball in our school. all the odballs are at fine arts schools. I would fit in for once. so what. but they aretrying to change me. I wear black all the time so what. Im considerd emo at our school but i dont give a crap and i stick out but i have my friends and i usually dont care. but know im starting to because it hurts to not fit in. my mom wants me to change. everybody thinks im a emo freek and i cut myself. i dont. but i dont care anymore because i know who i am and the people who know me know who i am and thats alright for me. i am just different so what.dont say i dont belong (i know i dont) but why dont you look at yourself form another persons view and leave us odd people alone. yes i said im odd and different i know i am and i proud of it. it does get anoying, and very hurtful at times to not fit in. i want to go to fine arts school …